hmm...as a a christian, we are taught to believe that even until the very hour of death we can pray for forgiveness and recieve it. I can't tell if you have some kind of weird vendetta agianst pain blocking drugs. Does this apply to everyone? I hope not, because ive seen the good it can do. People i know personally would have been in tremendous pain without these drugs. And infidels? They are people as well, even if they dont believe axactly what you do. Are you counting only atheists, or other religions?